Fear not.

Fear not the delicate touch I set upon you. For it is just the start of ripping away that which you clutch to.

The fragility of your withering humanity. Gods to ones self and dust to another. Just meat and neurons that succumb to entropy like it has given you the love you so long for.

Is it a kind lover? When cells become acquainted with apoptosis. repeat, repeat until you lose that which makes you breathe?

I'd like you to swallow the human race whole, and divide them up amongst the stars and distant skies.

I'd like to rearrange their genome and lick up whatever cells you leave behind.

I'll leave us riven and begging for one another. An altar of violence I can no longer stomach.

I'll keep choking down the cancer you feed me.

I'll feed myself the dusts of long dead gods just to placate my need to feel something other than the things you tell me to.

Would I look better split like an inverted deer? My eyes would look the same as they do now. My guts would still be hanging out of your mouth.

Fear not the rage we gestate. For it's just a cyclical love you made up. filled with spit and ground up marrow.

Fear not the pain we hold close. For its just all the things you decided to replace.

I wish I knew what my skin felt like before you. The black, the cold and raised ridges.

I'll drown on imaginary gods.

A way to live above my sinking below.

I'll drown on the hope I'm afforded.

I'll drown, because you don't want me to.

I'd die for a second of control.

I'd die just for you to feel this black hole.

Home crumbled away. Home is iron and gunpowder residue stains. Just below the temple, It prays to see the sun shine within. Do I feel different?

Am I diffrent now?

I've de-gloved your love along with my skin.

Gorge, don't stop. Please, God let me be the poison that kills you.